Images .::kejahilan kembali berulang::.

adess...jahil...jahil...jahil...itu perkataan yg sesuai dgn diriku...
sampai bile kejahilan ini akan berulang...adakah keinginan aku
yang ingin bebas membuatkan aku terpana ke lembah kejahilan...
apakah aku sudah jauh dari NUR RAHMAT illahi....
sesungguhnya aku kepingin untuk kembali ke jalanNYA...
kembali menjadi hamba yang mantap dari segala segi
lebih2 lagi tanggungjawab sebagai khalifah yang diamanahkan...
tetapi nafsu, hasutan, naluri dunia ini membuat aku terus
terjerumus ke lembah yang fana...ke lembah kejahilan
membuatkan nur dahulu kian pudar dari masa ke semasa...
bagaimanakah harus aku @ patut aku lakukan???
telah aku sedaya upaya menjaga ibadat 5 waktu
yang dijanjikan dapat menjauhkan yang nahi dan munkar...
tetapi mungkin masih tidak cukup atau ibadatku
dipandang enteng dek kerana tidak sempurna...
SEsungguhnya aku BENAR-BEnar ingin kembali....
Ya ALlah bantu lah hambaMU....

.::kuhadir padamu::.

*benar2 ingin kembali:`(

Images .::maha penat::.

hari ini merupakan hari yang; sangat...paling...amat...maha..::PENAT::. sekali!!!!

dengan secret recipe yang hari2 busy n staff yang tak cukup
membuatkan aku jadi gile sebentar...haha(aku ade waktu gile gaks)...
;gelak sengsorang, marah member;
wat tak taw bile customer panggil; nyanyi kuat; tekan loceng kuat2

naseb bek takde customer wat peel, kl tak...!!!
harap situasi ini tak berterusan...
bile customer dtg. hati ku menyumpah2...
"xde umah ke nak makan???"
"tak reti masak ker??"
"makan kedai len tak ble??"
"mask arr sendiri!!!"
**walhal pasar malam besar kat sebelah pon
diaorg sibuk nak datang secret recipe!!!
BENGONG!!!

bagi menebus kepenatan aku; aku denga senyap2 makan aiskrim
n bp chicken+bun(hahha...manager tak taw!!!)
*selamat!!!

mase closing aku mop lantai ala kadar then lari ke belakang
(haha...selamat agi!!!)

so...moral nye xpyh dtg secret recipe
biar aku rilek...taw2!!!

aphids;12.54pm;270708

Images .::AKU JUGA BEGITU::.

petikan ini dicetak dan ditampal dari blog fahmi.burglars2:

Sesungguhnya AKU JUGA BEGITU:

aku sering sangat buat jahat, dosa..kadang terpikir nak berubah, bile berubah tidak pula leh tahan lama..nape jadi begini....xkuat langsung pendirian aku sebagai seorang lelaki yang punyai ilmu.aku mcm xleh nak berjasa lansung pada diri, huish sakitnya!
aku mahu berubah tapi aku tidak mampu untuk elakkan perkara dari berlaku lagi! aku tidak sekuat orang lain!...aku lemah,huhu macam mane nak elak!kan daRI jatuh di lembah kesilapan yang sama!,,aku risau benda yang ak buat skrg pasti akan berulang lagi!

Images .::TAGGED?? by eQIn::.

haha...bLur ActuaLLy~

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
.::Me, My faMilY, Friends:)P::.
2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
.::Forest t-Shirt & sHAver::.

3) Where do you wish to get married?
.::Egypt or MalaYsia??? hurm...?::.

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
.::ermm...pas abes wat specialist kowt::.

5) Are you in love?
.::YEs but not so sure(huhu)::.
6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
.::SecRet RecipE~nasi ayam...haha::.
7) Name the latest book that you bought?
.::The LAst Lecture~special on mom's day::.
(8) What is your full name?
.::Ahmad Afiq B Mohd Rozain~dpggl afiq~amr~bedot~riquelme::.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
.::Both arr, love u ayah n mak::.
10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time
.::Anwar Ibrahim::.

11) Christina or Britney?
.::no angelina jolie erk??::.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
.::of course~especially my work's uniform::.

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
.::not thinking of it yet!!! but absolutely heAven::.

14) Hugs or kisses?
.::of course both~anyone??haha::.

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
.::my cousin::.
.::ade adek beradek yg 'sihat'::.
.::mudah mesra::.
.::suke tolong mak dia kat dapor(yeke??)::.
.::tinggal di Johor~haha(tiru akid nyer)::.
16) 8 things I am passionate about:
.::SporTS::.
.::money::.
.::girls~haha::.
.::eat::.
.::Ley PArk::.
.::tdo~ZZzzzzZ::.
.::motivation::.
.::cars::.
17) 8 things I say too often:
.::sirius shit::.
.::Alhamdulillah ::.
.::huk ela::.
.::xpasal::.
.::x ble bla::.
.::ok2::.
.::gile babi::.
.::wat lek jerk::.
18) 8 books I’ve read recently:
not recently la...long2 tyme ago...haha
.::modern arabic::.
.::kamus Arab::.
.::The LAst Lecture::.
.::uNgu KArmila::.
.::ujang::.
.::apo??::.
.::mastika::.
.::hatiku di HArujuKU::.

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
too many, actually~
.::HArd to eXplain::.
.::EmptY::.
.::how to save A Lyfe::.
.::ku hadir padamu::.
.::SorrY::.
.::i'm yOUR's::.
.::When U look me in the eyes::.
.::She move in her own way::.

20) 8 things I learned last year:
.::stress management::.
.::setiap perkara ade hikmahnya::.
.::blaja tol2~byk kali suda tersungkur...adess::.
.::kawal marah::.
.::play guitar::.
.::istiqamah::.
.::work harder n harder::.
n of course
.::the bricks wall is there for a reason, it
shows how badly we want sumthing!!!::.

21) 8 people to tag:
.::Dhiya~ME::.
.::anis safiah::.
.::Intan syafinaz::.
.::wak si musafir::.
.::engku ALia::.
.::fahmi the burglar::.
.::Adeera::.
no more kowt?!?!

:)P~apids;4.53am;190708

Images .::bad day::.

really2 bad day for me today!!! actually last night me slept at ukm... i forgot to inform my parents bout it!!! so berulanglah tragedi pahit+hitam...haha
my mom igt i kene culik tyme baru balik dari keje, ye arr diaorg mesej n call tak agkt...my mom yg de meeting with her boss terpakse batalkan becoz of me...and my dad yg bersemangat utk ke kerja terus amik emergency leave... actually aku pon tertanye2 apsal aku tak agkat phone when my mom call mase tuh kol 5;30am...adesss...then jadik camni aku dah nyusahkan hidup kedua ibu bapaku...mak aku dah tgg kat tmpt keje aku since 10am and my dad jejak my routine path...
kerja pon tak tenang(rase bersalah) down gile babi, smpi terpakse mintak rest from supervisor, naseb baek supervisor tu faham...lepas solat maghrib rase tenang sket...
aku smpi dah malu nak mintak maap ngan my parents, ye arr it happened for the 2nd tyme ...trus aku mintak kat supervisor aku nak keje full time everyday(malu beb)...
adess n aku duduk seorang diri mengenang dose2 aku sbg hambenye yg SANGAT2 lemah n also sbgi anak yg SANGAT2 teruk...really...
hope my parents tak TER lalu risaukan anaknye yg dah besar nih...n also i hope it will never happen again...NEVER...I really hope for it!!!

"ya Allah berikan aku hidayahmu kembali seperti mane kau berikan aku dahulu"

aphids:( 150708;11:53pm

Images .::Penat n' Fun::.

haha...cam same ngan posting di bawah jerk??
actually takde kene mengene pon...
nak dijadikan citer aku amik cuti dari keje so that aku bole lepak ngan chiwa n rentap...
penat tol lepak seharian ngan diaorg...nak jalan jerk keje!!! tapi kete member 1st, penat2 tukar jadik fun...
amik diaorg kat pudu jumaat nyer malam...haha seronok syall jmp(sirius shit!!!)... esok tros kuar pi kelang lame jmp Duenk...kuar umah kol 2.30pm smpi kat kelang lame kol 5pm...pergh 2 jam, sesat beb samapi ke Klang sane!!! haha bazir minyak jerk...
pastuh lepak klcc, si chiwa tak penah pegi(haha)...lepak makan2 jap pastuh jejalan tgk view KLcc... then trus grak UKM;keris mas...nak jmp pok jad...hahaha lame gak tak jmp!!! lepak fariz maju then chiwa ngan rentap lepak bilek pok jad...tadi kuar plak gi midvalley rancang nak tgk wayang, ade arr budak pompuan gmn dtg...tapi bbdk nih smpi lambat so tiket burn...adess...
lepas semayang zohor trjmp pok le plak...haha layan blues sengsorang, muke kusut jerk!!!
then lepak mid smpi ke maghrib, baru balik!!!
PEnat giler beb, balik tros tdor!!! tapi bile lagi nak lepak??? takkan nak tgg smpi bulan 10 kan??? haha...so enjoy!!! penat=fun:)P

Images .::.::

PENAT+FUN

Images .::Secret Recipe::.

errmmm...where should is start?? Secret recipe?? familiar huh??
rite now i'm quite busy since i WORK at secret recipe...
how i suddenly can work at secret recipe?? hurmmm...
the strory sounds like this:
3/7-after watching hancock at klcc, while queing at lrt station, i saw an advertisment "vacancy needed at burger king", so i ask my friend to jog down the num... on the way back home, from the train i saw another advertisment that stated "jawatan kosong di jaya jusco" and again i jog down the number...
4/7-after jumaat prayer, 1st i call a boutique shop that 'she' said 'penuh sudah"....the i call jusco, wanna ask details about the job...then 'she' said that i have to undergo an interview at de palma hotel... so i take a shower and prepared myself for the interview. Suddenly when i looked at my mobile, there is 1 misscall from my friend(he always misscall hoping that i will call him back)...so i call my friend...he said "weh, aku kat secret recipe nih, diaorang nak pakai pekerja dowh"... i canceled my plan to go for the interview and went to secret recipe... after i fill in the form and short talk with the manager then i got the job...'she' said..."ok esok datang kol 2pm taw"
5/7-1st day my shift at secret recipe, 2pm

today is my second day, i just came back and doing this blog...quite tired done my job till closing. cause the workers are so few and i don't have the exactly time in working... there i am quite 'shy-shy cat' with the staff...but it only 2 days and i have more time to show the real of Aphids(hehe)...
tomorrow will be my busy day because i start work at 10am and tomorrow also, secret recipe will start their new promotion...RM 10 for bbq,mushroom,blackpeper grilled chicken and ice lemon tea for free with every purchase of the meal... so let's go to the secret recipe, this cheap promotion will last till 6th August 2008...

Secret Recipe...:)P

aphids;070708;2.21am

Images .::Apa ini??::.

Apa ini??? any suggestion or komen??
but this is what i want...and this is my life, my damn ambition... without it...nothing;(